Antebellum

Cause I built you a home in my heart,

With rotten wood, it decayed from the start.

Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 11:37 PM
conspire to reignite.

SILENCE-JUST AN EASIER WAY TO LIE

as said by one of the tables in the humans classroom:D

Thursday was PSL bonding session and orientation for the new PSLs. Hmm it was fun cause we PSLs are FUN PEOPLE! Lol, the ICs organised some games and the Sec2s lost to the Sec1s in many of the games. We suffered from overdose of laughing gas:D It was a bit sad bcos it was only us sec2s and 1s cause the sec3s had lesson extension but we still had fun. The bonding session was at the Red Brick Road and Alpha was having bonding session at the container class room nearby. Leena and Lee were there so i went there. LOL LEE HAD TO DO T&F REFLECTIONS FOR LAUGHING TOO MUCH DURING TRAINING. Best! and she was stuck doing the reflection so i helped her elaborate but mostly beat around the bush:D Heh, and then arg, SOMEONE was trying to hide from me.

I wanted to irritate them so i went and made funny faces at the window but i didnt know that their instructors were also in there and they were laughing at me. Great, why do i always embarrass myself in front of Alpha's instructors? Must be bcos the container class room is jinxed for me.

Hmm, after that Me,Badi and Farhain went to have lunch at PP KFC. Leena and CO were there too. Haha, then we went to the spider thingy. Farhain was too scared to climb it:D Farhain, you MUST climb it at least ONCE during your life in cedar! Lol, THEN, this group of irritating SA junior kids came, then started kicking and throwing and stuff. SOMEONE got angry and picked up their ball and threw it at one of them in his ___. A moment of Angst, i like to call it.POOR KID.Heh

i stay at 66 geylang bahru lane, near your sch. kid, do we even care? LOL.
HSM this monday;D

LEENA, IS THIS BIG ENOUGH FOR YOU?

if you stop coming to my blog, i will make SHARIANTY my new best friend. No pressure dear:D

One still in love while the other ones leaving

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 1:29 AM
Unlike Any Other.

A LITTLE PIECE OF ME GROWS OLD

I keep on walking down this road

I've seen a million people change

But I won’t stay the same

Had to know you how to steal and borrow

Had to know you

Never catch, You’re never gonna catch tomorrow

NATASHA HAS THE PRETTIEST HOUSE!

yea we had gryphon meeting there and was tianqi super late. Haha omg, she lives in a bungalow with a pool and she has a game room in her house with a pool table! And Oh boy did we side track:D Haha, and she has two kitty cats! Is it me or do ppl who live in tanah merah have really nice houses, Aliah and Naqiyah's houses are big and nice.Heh, so anyway we got quite alot of stuffs settled. Hmm yeah thats about it. GO GYPHON!

Yest was super fun! Me, Syifa and Maziyah went to watch Nights in Rodanthe (not my stupid idea). Oh Maziyah is really tall, i have to tilt my head up abit to talk to her. I think Syifa grew a bit taller becaus she has to stretch her neck to talk to her. Lol, okaaaay that does not make sense. Well basically the movie was suppose to be a touching, heart warming, sad, sweet kinda movie because it was written by the same author at the Notebook but we were ended laughing during most parts. I actually thought that i would cry cause im a sucker for sad flicks but nope!

Then we went to have lunch and MAZIYAH STARTED ACTING FUNNY. She got all weird and mushy and stuff, 'hanaaaaaan, my hands are cold can you warm them up for me?' and ' hanaaaaan, do you want to follow me home?'. I BET IT MUST BE SOMETHING SYIFA TOLD HER. RIGHT SYIFAAAAA? Gay stuffs aside, Maziyah did tell us a few juicy stuffs about Izah. Izah, i know your secret! Hee

Haha, but all in all, it was a FUN (No, we didnt up starting at my fun face much to my dismay) day. Syifa and Maziyah are awesome ppl to hang out with.Oh yeah i still owe Syifa Starbucks. Hee Next time can we also take she-with-the-slap-me-face also! Lol:D And i will bring a spare sweater so if Maziyah gets cold, i can lend it to her and thus she wont get stupid ideas.

are we really having class BBQ on the 19th? I want!

tag reply!

Syifa: Haha! yes hello fun girl. When are we having fun again?:D And i am positively sure that you told Maziyah something that made her act all mushy righhhht! IM 100% STRAIGHT. ERM NO, 99% straight cause i do still adore Tyra Banks;D

Lili: Good luck in TKG! and thanks for all you have done for ML

Sherilyn: Whaaaaaaat only. Haha, yea its your name.

Leena: Serious? we got below 12 mins? WOOTS. eh that means we reached our goal. Haha, yeah SHE SAID THAT. im surprised too. know you izah was capable of saying such philosophical things! Haha

Izah: Of course hanan pe. i can always make you laugh. Thats something Leena keeps on TRYING but will never achieve it. Lol, yealah i will miss you too! BUT OF COURSE THE KEROPOK MORE.:D

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 10:32 PM
Half In Love With Elizabeth.

HIDE AWAY IF YOU MUST

Some things are too painful to say out loud

Well, they live behind a veil and see through a shroud

Words fly through his mouth

Like paper butterflies

Well they flutter around and put holes in your side

You're the sweet scent on an envelope

Or the photo in its book

But I'm afraid the bubble will burst

I'm afraid that the bubble just might burst

The bubble will burst

Oh yes, yest was fun!:D

Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 8:49 AM
silent promise.

Oh man,
holiday just gets to me, will Monday hurry up and come!

Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 10:55 PM
Farewell Kids.

LIBERATION TRANSMISSION

I thought of you

And the time we jumped the fence

Both sides ripped down

We dove right in

And the cops chased us again

ALL THE NONSENSE WE DID IN CLASS

NOW ARE JUST SWEET MEMORIES

2H, PURE BLISS

{IM GOING TO MISS YOU QUITE TERRIBLY}

leena, syifa,sharizah,izah,yanah,sherilyn,isabel,cass buddy, geraldine, enrica, deepa

last day of sch was joyous and sad.

My eyes are sore frm blinking back tears, most of which i just could not hold back. My cheeks sore frm smiling and laughing. My arms sore frm too much hugging. Im really going to miss 2H, we had had so many adventures together, victories and defeats.and getting 3rd for Best Class Award made the journey more worthwhile. 2H has the best mixture of ppl with different personalities and that makes our class one super special one. Cassandra, you are a great monitres:D and THE TEN ENTHU PPL! (we so have to change the name cause there arent ten of us anymore) YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB! lol.

Like what izah said:

Each of us represents a star in Heaven. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and sometimes, when we least expect it, we make someone else's dreams come true.

HEH, WHO KNEW YOU COULD BE SO PHILOSOPHICAL EH?

Dear Boobie.

thanks for everything. These were some really great times we have had for the past two years. I still have all the letters you wrote to me. You are my best mate:D Though we didnt really achieve some of our targets for this year, like getting 12 mins for 2.4km (stupid idea!) it was fun to have you running by my side.

love,

ps: IZAH IS MY BABY. GO GET YOUR OWN KEROPOK HEAD CAUSE SHE IS MY KEROPOK HEAD.

Dear Sharizah,

thanks for being the BEST table partner. Nono, buddy was much much better. Haha jkj:D you were a great friend and i love your company. Though i was easily irritated by you, i just want to let you know that you never failed to cheer me up with your nonsensical ways. See you around next year!

Love,

ITS JUST GOODNIGHT, NOT GOODBYE.

see you guys next year.

im looking forward to it:D

LOL i will also miss the budak-budak melayu frm 2C and 2H too! today, Syu was addicted to the rotan she 'stole' frm guides.

our make on being a superhero
izah wants to be a keropok ninja

class photo eh? wassup with the rotan syu!

After sch 2H did 2H banja and the friendship dance together at Red Brick Road which Lee joined in too. Lol, after manymany hugs, we bid our last farewells to each other.

CEDAR SIMPLY ROCKS,BATU!

ILL STOP THE WORLD AND MELT WITH YOU:D

TAG REPLY!

Leena: LOL! so now im a hairy pig eh? Lol, okaylah you can sabo me to clear the table only cause i want to be good and do good things cause its coming to end of sch term so must be good:D LOL THAT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE. Hur,ME TOO. i dunno how class will be without you. Maybe i wil meet you after each period at the toilet! Lol, your fav place. Haha.next year my bulu will be more silky.

Eliqah: LOL! i bet your seniors will be like, OMG ELIQAH IS ONE SICK PERSON. i wonder wat other dirty things she gets up to. LOL:D Like this urg, i want to see your Art sketch book. i bet got other sick drawings!

Lee:THANKS ARG. EH I AM VERY PROUD OF MY BULU. oh i still have THE VIDEO AND IF YOU DONT BEHAVE YOURSELF, IT WILL GO ON MY BLOG:D but no worries:D

Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 6:52 AM
give me something to believe.

GRYPHONS ROCK YOU,

GRYPHONS ROCK YOU

whose gonna rock this camp tonight?

the answer is gryphons, the answer is gryphons!

Last day of BTC left us sad, as we knew that it would be the last time we would be able to do outdoor-sy stuffs together as a group under the careful guidance of our instructors. When our instructors told us that they were proud of Gryphon, it was so sincere that i bet everyone was touch and really felt accomplished, all the hours we spent discussing really did not go to waste. The thing that really amazed me was how well we bonded and just clicked together and how well we worked together. We are like a big family.Singing the we-love-instuctors song was one of my fav momens. I happy to say that just the 5 days of BTC really impacted me and i discovered a new side of me that i never knew of. Ilovelove BTC AND GRYPHON SO MUCH. im really looking forward to COALS and DRAGON BOATING.

gryphon, we can so do thisC:

IT MAY BE FREAKY TO BE HALF BIRD, HALF LION

BUT WE ARE MAKE BEING A FREAK COOL. LOL, take that SHAOQI!

PS, we have the bestest instructorsC:

@ 5:56 AM
last shot at redemption.

I COULD JUST KILL A MAN.
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity

I’ve been locked inside that house all the while

You hold the key

I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go,

promise I’m going because

I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape

I LOVE THE STUDENTS LOUNGE:D

Haha, i spent the whole day with Badi and a teeny weeny bit with Sharizah. Me and Badi had to do some PSL stuffs then when we stepped into 2P, we got the shock of our life. A stupid horror movie was being played and we entered at the precis moment when the ghost entered. Plus i am a sucker for scary flicks cause i am really really easily scared. I was honestly freaked out while Badi on the other hand was laughing.Weird Kid:D Lol i was happy tat at least I didnt cry cause i always have this tendency to cry when im scared. Syifa seemed to be enjoying the movie as well as the other 2P ppl. What a great idea it is to scare yourself.

Anyway, then we went to the Student Lounge and i lovelove it. We interupted Echo's discussion much to our delight. Did i just say that? Lol, we loved the SL so much that we stayed there the whole day and extra Sharizah decided to join us. BUT she made it even more fun, no lamer. Haha, i threw this beach ball at her face and it was a bulls eye. I felt bad cause her face became red.ANDAND I ALMOST BROKE THE AIRCON THERE.

When Sha went to the toilet, I had this nice talk with Badi. We both felt way better after it:D OHOH YEAAAAAAAAAA, BADI CAN REALLY SING! and she composes her own songs which are really nice that they get stuck in your head.

OMG, THE SONG WOMANIZER IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. Thanks ah Mus, keep on playing it. kay back to my story, THEN i had this brilliant idea to go disturb Leena who was having Alpha discussion is the container classroom next door. So then i just burst into the room and it took me a long minute to realise that her instructors were there. I dashed out but then when to the window and pressed my face against it and started making funny faces at her which is a really retarded thing to do because

1. you will look like a mosquito and that is not a glam thing to do esp in front of instructors

2. ppl will think that you are so low to do something as childish as that.

but luckily they just laughed it off or -gasp- did they?DID I TELL YOU THAT I LOVEE THE STUDENT LOUNGE! lol, thisisanindicationofhowborediamrightnow.

Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 12:09 AM
i dont wanna learn how to kill.

ITS KILLING ME SOFTLY

i swear drag queens are the funniest ppl ever. I was watching Proj Runway and the designers had to design outfits for drag queens and they had the biggest boobs i have ever seen bigger then jenny from GossipGirl i tell you! Lol hilarious, plus the outfits were BIG ON DRAMA, feathers and all! i was practically rolling on the floor.

Then, i told sha about the episode and she was all amazed by drag queens:D

Sad Kid says:
i was watching proj runway, then they had to make an outfit for DRAG QUEENS.
sharizah. says:

ARE YOU SERIOUS.
sharizah. says:
lol.
Sad Kid says:
its retarded! FEATHERS EVERYWHERE
sharizah. says:
HAHA.
Sad Kid says:
high fashion jadi ape seh
sharizah. says:
stereotyping ah they all?xD

Sad Kid says:
AND THE BEST PART, DRAG QUEENS HAVE GIGANTIC BOOB
sharizah. says:
EEWW.

Sad Kid says:
smthing like tat. and these drag queens have cups the size of 44D
sharizah. says:
ee.
Sad Kid says:
how humongeous is that?

Sad Kid says:
hmm even bigger plus GQ are guys who wanna look like women so they are caked with makeup

sharizah. says:
LOL.
sharizah. says:
do you know
sharizah. says:
that too much make up makes your pores grow bigger.
Sad Kid says:
oh! thenthen do they sag and then make you have droopy skin?

LOL, can you imagine having saggy skin? EWWW.

ps, there is this poem entitle Sad Kid and its so inspiring. go read it:]

PSS, I SWEAR LEE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS! Poor leena.:D Heh

Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 5:38 AM
shaded with patience.

i can ride my bike, with no handle bars

no handle bars

Retarded song. It was stuck in my head the whole day today and i was singing it during GRYPHON meetings to annoy Tian Qi:D Lol, COALs meetings just make me happy cause my groupmates are so fly. OH LEENA IS ANTI-BIRD and calls Gryphons freaks cause we are half lion, half bird.that noob.

Haha,i swear post exam is best spent around lame ppl like LEE! and LEENA! and of course izah,yanah and sha:D Lee did a superb job in raping and rape-ing me. Dude, you are so violent but i take the rape-ing part back. She was like acting all crazy and we bullied Leena together! WOOTS. Oh BS is always fun with her around and a word of advice, IZAH ALWAYS CHEATSSSSSSS.

Kay nuff of LEE,later she gets all full of herself. Today during Eng, we were talking to Mrs Jai then Leena showed her a minah photo of hafizah. Mrs J said izah looked like a true minah with her sunnies and keropok hairstyle, i think she means her high jambol. Lol, i want to get Mrs J next year!

wat is it about the long bus rides?

shd i believe wat im hearing,

cause i think i do

do i really want to be part of you?

like both of you?

awkward is some sense?

Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 7:49 AM
late nights.

hanan is not tired

hanan cant sleep

hanan is going crazy

hanan has sorted to talking in third-person narrative

hanan is doing so to entertain herself

hanan also wants to annoy ppl

hanan is looking forward to sch tomor bcos she wants to play bullshi t again

hanan is really good at bullshi t and can trick ppl well or hanan wants to think that way.

hanan thinks she is lame

hanan is going to do this to annoy even more ppl:
hanan syyyyyyyyg korang!
lol, hanan is very much satisfied now

knock-knock.
whose there?
YA
ya who?
yahoo! its cedar open house!

Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 10:19 PM
back in black.

REVELATIONS

Cowards die many times before their deaths
The valiant never taste of death but once

omg, i realised that i have not blogged for a super long time. Haha, too busy you-tubing. i swear youtube is the greatest invention yet after Internet of course. just a few days ago yanah should me this hilarious video of this group of not-so-straight guys doing a parody of PCD's When I Grow Up. and they were erm dancing to it very disturbingly.

BTC is about to start and i have to go buy bandannas for my groupmates. we are everything lime green!Haha, somehow i think BTC will remind me of P5 SPARKC:}

NOTE TO SELF: no more spelling errors, comp is equipt with spell-check. go check if Lewis Hamilton is indeed a guy cause you just found out that Taufik Batisah and Po arent.