Cause I built you a home in my heart,



With rotten wood, it decayed from the start.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 @ 2:30 AM
Im a cool kid.

ME AND ELIQAH ARE PISSED OFF COS WE CANT FIND HIST NOTES ON LMS.
WE HAVE BEEN HAUNTING FOR IT FOR THE WHOLE WEEKEND.
GRRR. Hai, nevermind. Hist notes can go play hide-and-seek for all i care. (Actually i do).

Eliqah has been Mat-ified, everyone rejoice! (HAHAHAH, she is stuck with a Dickies!)
(Dont ever have a convo with Eliqah and Hadi cos they can turn the most innocent thing super sick.TRUST ME. PHD, say what man?! :D :D :D)



Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Red Mornings.

This picture reminds me of Aliah :D
Esp on EYD last year when she dressed up as a pirate!

I just found out an amazing thing! Maziyah has a really long name, Mira Maziyah Matiyah and thats just her name, not including her dad's name. And my name is just Hanan. Lol. We are going ice-skating on Monday. Glorious Monday. Oooh January letter is due. Yucks.

Nailah reminded me that Lewis's (my hamster, not Lewis Ham) bday is coming soon. Oh yay! Its in exactly one months time but Nailah wants to be a good owner and make Lewis's first bday a great one (She says he's going to die next year, hamsters only live for two years, so thats why she wants to make his first and last bday a great one). I wonder what she has in mind but being Nailah, expect the unexpected cos Nailah always come out with the weirdest and most unconventional ideas.

Oh im a much better pet owner than ELIQAH! You know why? Cos Ototo ran away! (Its not her fault BUT im still going to blame her cos i want to prove my point that she is a BAD BAD pet owner.) HAHAHAH.

Oh! Family gathering is postponed to next week, so i wont be celebrating my bday till then. But I dont mind, im happy cos AMMAR AND AISYAH WILL BE JOINING US! Yup, they are finally coming to Spore. Oh god, I miss them so so much. Speaking of Ammar, he is so cute:). He does not want to be the flower- dude for Kak Raudah's wedding cos he doesnt want to look like a penguin. Haha!
@ 6:36 AM
Change.

The amazing long weekend is finally here.
This whole week has been annoying.
All of us were just pissed at different reasons.


Today at assembly, Kaushi told me something that really pissed me off. Like wth lah, how can something of 2 hours be compared to that of 3 whole days. Its just not fair, we did our best. It was not perfect but we tried hard. Couldnt she see that? I was so pissed, I tried to find you, I wanted to tell you cos I knew you will understand. When I saw you, I wanted to approach you, but I tripped. I realised times have changed, its just so weird to even talk to you nowadays, so I went to tell Pamela. She got pissed too. Haha. But she told me what is done is done all that matters is that we learn from our mistakes. True.

Anyway, the rest of the day was okay. Kinda weird to not have Lee around but i still had Leena! Haha, oh shoots, Miss Poon changed our seating arrangement again! And im not sitting with Leena anymore! :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
My new partner is Nicole, she's so cute! Lol, Lee and Syu are behind me now. Leena is infront of us soooooo, Operation Honeystars is on its way! WOOOOO. (Watch out Leena! Watch out!)

Hmm, Hafizah could sense that i was angry today:). Izah is like a mood ring man. Lol, Oh! The malay kids from 2C and 2H ( last year) sang me an early bday song. It was really sweet, it made me feel alot better:).Thanks, lurb you guys! Teehee:D

I though dikir was good today, not perfect but well done. Good job you guys, esp Aliah! I know it takes a lot of courage to do what you did today. (Next proj: NUS!)

Oooh! Syifa came back today! Had lunch with her and Sha after that. Helped Sha pick out oranges at Coldstorage, (oranges were severely disfigured man!) Went for tuition.

ps: YAY YAY YAY. Im looking forward to monday! Im seriously smiling from ear to ear!:D

pss: Leena! I want to see your amazing invisible scissors. Show it to me before you use it to kill me kay. Thanks!
@ 5:45 AM
I want your fantastic plastic card.

Come and look
Describe what you see.
What do you see standing next to me?
(I see Lewis Hamilton!)
HAHAHA :D

WHAT THE PONG AH.
I just woke up from a terrible nightmare.

Actually, I dreamt that what Michelle told me yest, came true! Terrible, terrible. Yest after hist, Michelle suddenly came to my desk and took my hand, and gazed into it. Then after one long minute, she said that my future has no Lewis Hamilton in it and that he is not meant for me.

What a great way to break it to me.

I hope that Michelle will run off and become a suicide bomber. Then i dont have to stand her nonsense anymore. Then me and Lewis can live happily ever after with no Michelle messing with our future. HUR. (jk)

Oh before i forget,
HAPPY BDAY SYUHAIDAH (Anak Senin)


Jumps wouldnt have been as marvelous without you.
Omg, you are one of the lucky few ppl who have seen me in an unglam state, all sweaty (and hot) after jumps training! HAHAHAH.Thanks for consistently motivating me and helping me to keep focus, the journey to Nationals was great and meaningful, something that i will never ever forget. Oh oh, we MUST raid courts with Nat again! HAHA.
(Eh our new target for Project Shoot The Honeystars shall be Leena! Her hair! Her hair! Her hair! Geeee, im so excited!)

I finally found that life goes on without you
and my world still turns when you're not around.

Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 3:50 AM
Chasing the very last train.

Okay shall do a fast post cos hmk awaits.
Hur, such a bummer:(

Lee chipped her tooth really badly today while jogging. I dont know if she was exaggerating but she looked as though she was in lots of pain. Poor her. Even though wounded, Lee is as retarded as ever, she kept looking at her reflection cos she thought her chipped tooth looked really ugly but its cute! But, i bet she isnt sad anymore cos someone visited her at home today, i bet your overjoyed :D Haha, sucker. Ala, Lee wont be in sch tomor but maybe that's a good thing cos she cant make fun of me tomor AND SHE CANT TORTURE ME TOMOR! One day of freedom. Lol, ah the though of no stapler bullets (and honeystars) being thown at me is simply a joy.

Oh i think Lee's mom is super cute. (Like Lee!) Oh i didnt say that, Lee is a cheeeekopek.

Anyway, I miss Sharizah, she is a much better times 10000000000000000000000000 table partner than Leena Lee! You know why? Cos whenever I hit Sha, she just ignores me, BUT LEENA, oh my. She hits me back ten times harder. Not fair, i dont have as much muscles as i used to :( Then, if a put glitter in her hair, she puts in mine. If i put glue in her hair, she puts in mine. And now my hair looks like its been messed by kindergartners. :( :( :( :( :( :(

Ah, Its drama season again! And oh my, the pressure to excel is so overwhelming. But i have faith in Farh, Sha and Aliah as well as the sec2s. We will do our best of course, lets just wish for the best :D

We had Cedar's got talent auditions yest, and well, 10 ppl represented 3S. But we did our best. Hit me baby one more time, is sooooo 3S's song. HAHA.





Baby one more time (acoustic) - Travis

Ooooh, Dikir is tomor! Im egg-cited! ML boleh! Chey semangat. Lol.

ps: I love doodling in Leena's handbook:D

pss: IF SYIFA DOESNT REPLY MY SMSES, I WILL VOODOO HER. Now that she's on the front cover of our handbook. HAHAH.

psss: I WANT TO WII OVER THE WEEKEND WITH MAZ AND SYIFA! That's the best news i have heard this week ;D ;D ;D
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 4:23 AM
Intrigued.

oh gosh,
i realised that im psm-ing now.
Sorry L.
BUT YOU STILL MUST STOP WEARING YOUR SHORT SKIRT.
(Cos you dont have sexy legs like mine)
@ 2:50 AM
You always have the biggest heart.


I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe those things that I had seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me, you were miles away


HAPPY BDAY KIMBORLY.
You now can wear lightnings on your ears;D
Haha, gee you are an awesome monitress.
I actually wish that I had gotten to know you earlier.
Such a waste:)
Anyway, lurb you! (Does it the bimbo way)

& HAPPY BDAY LEADER MARDHIYYAH
Gryphon will always remember you!

HAHA, it has only been one week yet there has been 3 birthdays, 3 cakes, 3 cake fights, 3 ruined sch shirts (!)

Sigh, there has been some change in setting arrangements. Mdm Faridah was all out for racial harmony so she made sure that no one had a partner of the same race as them and Ms Poon changed our partners COS SOMEONE COULDNT KEEP QUIET. JK:D so now im sitting with Leena and Lee is sitting diagonally from me and Eliqah is behind me. Eliqah keeps on complaining that my head is so big (so not true okay!) and keeps singing on the top of her voice. I know you want to serenade me but not during class time ah. The whole day she was like, 'Baby, it's fact.That our love is true.The way black is black, And blue is just blue.' HAHA DISTURBING CAN.

Then Syu keeps on throwing stuffs at my face which really hurts so whenever she does that, my first instinct is to go,' Ow, my face,'. Then she and Lee will burst out laughing like its the funniest thing they have ever heard. Irritating man. Hur, torture for one whole year.

Oh, i made a promise, witnessed by Sharianty, Zunirah and Azwyn, that i will not talk to Leena for the rest of this week if Leena keeps on wearing her uber, super,seriously short skirt. Her actions puts me and Sharianty in trouble, SERIOUSLY LEENA.YOU SUCK. I AM REALLY GOING TO KEEP TO MY PROMISE. I WONT TALK TO YOU. ( Childish but whatever) Sucker Sucker Sucker Sucker.

Dikir has been going really well good job Sec2s! I deserve more glamness Aqilah! HURHUR.

ps: LEWIS HAS DECIDED TO BE A GIRL and gave birth to 3 babies! HUR, IM SO SAD. But i told HIM that HE was a SPECIAL GUY,thus HE can give birth.

pss: I quit OAL Board already, it was fast and painful. Im kinda sad but Aliah really cheered me up! She's going to share her campfire Charmander with me, we are naming it Lewis! Thanks Aliah, i really appreciate you thoughtfulness :D

psss: WELCOME TO THE FAMILY! Its time again to sing out loud! Woo, so egg-cited -big grins-

pssss: YAY NASUHA, YOU GOT YOUR A1 FOR HMT! And i thought your malay was bad. JK ;D
Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 6:43 AM
Planetarium.

People are more complex than what they seem.
Its all just mere pretence.
We are all afraid of showing the world our real, vulnerable self.

Why cant thoughts,feelings and actions be crystal clear?
Why is there always a hiden motive?
Why cant there be no such thing as change?

I can see it in your eyes, your scared.
Have a little faith in me.
@ 2:58 AM
I dont want to fight this war.

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there



I AM SUCH A NERD.
(This is the first time I have been online since sch started)
And aah, it feels great to finally be online:D

Hmm sch has been great so far.
Lee is as retarded and horny as ever. (She is such a cheekopek, TRUST ME)
Leena is as bodoh as ever (JUST KIDDING BODOH :D)
Sharianty, being Sharianty has kept my days far from being boring.
And TianQi is the best table partner ever.
And it has only been one week (!):D :D :D

My afterschs now is so different from that of last year.
Its either ML, tuition or studying with Leena, Shar, Geraldine and TianQi.
Productive but....

Monday is the best day cos SYIFA AZHAR CAME!
It wasnt a surprise for me cos i knew of the plan earlier but Sha and Aliah didnt.
So funny, they kena paiseh-ed. :D
Once Syifa reached Cedar (looking all so pro in her VJ uni), i asked them to come to 3N cos got ML emergency. They ran all the way from 3A (which was on the 3rd level) to 3N (first level). Then when they reached, while I crapped about some disaster, out jumped Syifa from under the table! HAHA. They looked so happy to see her:)

Syifa stayed of ML, discussed about Fiesta stuffs and CNY dikir. Then Syifa wanted to see Mr Ang so we went looking for him all over sch. The teachers had a meeting so after that we went to the staffroom. Syifa wanted to surprise him also so when he came out of the staffroom, I didnt have any idea of what to say. I panicked and broke my fav hairband :( BUT boy was he shocked. Mr Ang is a seriously awesome teacher, he gave Syifa his no just in case she had troubles (like with her VJ maths teacher! Then she might come back to Cedar! AH)

Went to Bedok later to meet Mazee. MAZIYAH, DONT BELIEVE WHAT SYIFA TOLD YOUUUU! :D
(When can we meet up again Syifa and Maziyah?)

I said Lee is retarded BUT how retarded you may ask. Well during Maths free period, she wanted to see how many pencil leads could I balance on my eyelashes. (The answer is 7!) Then Geraldine said I had to wash my eyes cos lead is poisonous.Thanks ah Lee. OH OH 3S is going to do something for Cedar's Got Talent together as a class! (Maybe Miss Poon will join us too!)
Speaking of Miss Poon, she wants to have a class outing at Pulau Ubin. She wants to have a camp out there and we can sleep under the starts. :)

SS lessons are great, they have left me wanting to be a HUMAN RIGHTS ACTIVIST! I WANT TO END THE INJUSTICE! Grrr.
WHY IS THERE STILL FIGHTING GOING ON, WHY CANT PPL JUST LEARN TO LOVE(!)
All you need is Love, LOVE!
Lol. Mdm Faridah will be proud of me. Lol

Oh, before I forget, HAPPY BDAY NAILAH.
I love you so much
(but Lewis loves me more than he loves you!)

*Goes to the kitchen and realises what my dad is doing*
WHAT THE PONG. (!!!!!!!!)
I HAVE A SUPER SADISTIC (and lame) FATHER.
My mom is baking a cake for Nailah's party tomor and guess what, he placed some brownies on top of the oven. Naturally, ants will come cos there is food. But remem, the oven is on at a very high temp so, he ants get heated (?) up when they come. So now there is burnt ants on the oven.He is purposely touturing the ants.LIKE WTH AHHHH.

Kay bye. (When will I go online again? Sigh...)

ps: I AM AN INST! IM IN CAMPFIRE DEPT! Im happy but....:(
@ 2:32 AM
One of the boys.

GRACE TANG WE HEART YOUUUU!
My bestfriend is gone
Good bye bestfriend.
I enjoyed walking around sch with you (eventhough we talked nothing but about Leena)

You have been a great inspiration to me:)

ps: Dont ask Nasuha bout my whereabouts cos she will give you wrong info! Serious.
HAHA.

The sky is the same colour where ever you go.
Sunday, January 4, 2009 @ 1:07 AM
The hour I first believed.

Now it's gonna get harder
and it's gonna burn brighter
and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day

Had Mad today. It felt great to meet Afiqah and the rest after a long time :D Now that we are sec3s, we have to climb to the 3rd level. Its so sad that we cant lepak at our fav spot anymore. Haha and Hadi is still stuck at Level 2. Basically, Mad was so sian. The ustazahs were so uber high (it was super weird) and wanted us to be high too. Me and Afiqah were like thinking wth was their effing prob. Its like so early in the morning. Haha is that how the sec1s felt during Orientation? Ah, poor them.

Im getting into the reading kick now. Currently, im reading this book Aunty Faryhah lent to me. Its called Prisoner of Tehran. And well its about this girl being a prisoner in Tehran. Lol, its great cos its about the revolution in Iran during Shah's period of ruling. (I bet Leena is like wth is she talking about.) Haha, bodoh.

Anyway, Nailah said this to me.
Versace is like you. He runs very fast.
When we runs, the whole wheel goes shaking.

LOL. ILY, NAILAH

ps: LEENA GO DIE. Hah i bet you to that!
Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 1:27 AM
Hello, im a robot.

I want to be able to decipher dreams
and make my bestfriend smile. once more.

Happy bday Mazee.
Im happy that Syifa introduced you to me:D
(I cant believed i was scared to meet you at first! Hah)






The Garden - Mirah

ps: Im watching Hi-5 with Nailah now!
Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 3:46 AM
The full moon has fallen into the lake.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
I found these pictures on PSL blog, taken during AGM.
Im going to extra-extra put them here cos I want to put more pictures on my blog.
AND COS I DONT CAMWHORE LIKE SOME SHORT PERSON I KNOW.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Presenting the AWSOME FOURSOME. (we look like emo kids)

I love PSLs, dont you?

@ 2:51 AM
The rosebushes have eyes.

your so jaded.
Syifa's msg cheered me up today. I was smiling like a mad man all the way to sch. :D :D :O :O

Its a bit sad to see that some ppl have moved on from their previous cliques. Spent breakfast with Leena for a change, she was wearing a long(er) skirt than her usual one. MAYBE I can fulfill my promise to Rizwana to bring Leena's skirt back to earth this year :D When Lee finally came, she asked me to stare at her butt. I realised that it is very square (!). HAHAHAHAHHA.

Lee gave me an awesome shimmering lotion from Victoria's Secret that smells so dee-licious! I must hide it from Nailah, cos she will want to make Lewis shine and thus,... I must protect him and also (cos im selfish. HAH)

Anyway, we decided to call our class, 3 SUPERMODEL after my bestie, Tyra Banks. Woo.Me and Sharianty are already planning the designs for our class tee so we can get them asap and use them for Fiesta.(I want them to be GOLD and PINK, bimbo colours! but i bet there will be violent objections) Speaking of Fiesta, we want to have a hugging booth! Lee will be the hug-ger and we will dress her up in a bunny outfit! Doesnt that sound super awesome?

Kimbo is our monitress,and we have to give her the respect she deserves(!) so she cn lead us to the best of her ability(I am brainwashed by Kimbo herself). Miss Poon is our Tyra Banks. She is a fab form teacher cos she tells us lots of funny stories like the Cemet joke! Hahah, i cant put it here cos its R RATED! Lol, i think 3S will be a fly class. Badi said that we looked like we were having so much fun when we were having class discussion outside the container classroom. She is so jealous! Haha

B-I-M-B-O, and kimbo was her name-o! :D

Ps: I have an awesome table partner cos she cares for me so much that she is willing to give up her ____ for me! Speak about sacrifice. Lol

Pss: Potential Instructor? Hmm..Got to speak to Ma about that.

Psss: We got a new cage for Baby Hamster 1 and Baby Hamster 2. Its pink! Gaaaah.